Sometimes I have suicidal thoughts I be thinking the ppl I love would not miss me ..
That statement in itself says I’m unhappy I have no one to love me the way I love them . In the blink of an eye they all ready to leave me .
I must be a bad person I must be terrible I must be the most hated
So ofc I wanna help them and getting rid of the problem me .
I don’t think like this all the time. Sometimes I do have good days . Promising days days I think I might have a future . But I love n a fairytale life I dream and I kno they will never be true . I get over one obstacle and be stuck in another one . We not gone make it . I’m not gone make it .
I’m
Tired 😪
